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[15 Jul 2004|12:01am] |
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i made best friends with the devil today :)
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[13 Jul 2004|11:23am] |
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this journal is so done
xanga is so in
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[20 Jun 2004|11:36pm] |
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[19 Jun 2004|11:18am] |
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omg yesterday was so much fun...
im done with exams (thank god)
yesterday i convinced like 20 people to go to the movies :-)
only one showed up with two friends :-(, and they didnt even get into the movie... it was sold out when they got there :-(
so then the movies over, i get out of the theatre and find the one person who showed up (christina bostrom :) ) and then we walked to waldbaums, and then we bought like this HUGE RED BOUNCY BALL, AND ON THE WAY OUT CHRISTINA WON A PINK BEAR IN ONE TRY :) GO STINA! and ran into jen :) aight so then like me and jen and christina and her friends were talking, i have a feeling i was talking to jen more then anyone else though :-O. sry everybody else who i was talking to (stina and friends) but like yea i didnt even realize i was talking more to her then anyone else until like just now sry everybody guess im a real asshole. ok so then stina left and like my moms like GET IN THE CAR!!! so im just like ok mah sorry mah thank you for being so patient mah. omg and then i get home and im up for like another hour because steven and i are like really making mom laugh like a motha fucka, so then like steven runs into a doorknob LOL OMG IT WAS SO FUNNY
and then like i just push my pants out while the fan is on and im like right next to it and my mom just takes a look and is like "WTF" lol so then i said "it gets hot up in there" lol omg it was so so so so funny! ok well i gotta go today i have dougie's wedding party, and i wont be home till late, cause its in BROOKLYN! bb xo <33 to all and to all the best of luck in everything, with the exception of ryan because im coming to slit his fucking throat in a matter of days...
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[17 Jun 2004|05:29pm] |
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How Come.. we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
and I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grapevine.. We even Beefin Now
After all the years we been down.. aint no way no how
This bullshit cant be true
We Family.. aint a damn thing changed.. unless its you!
We were so young
So full of life and vibrance
side by side, wherever you was riding, I went
So close, almost on some bonnie and clyde shit
When Ronnie died you was right by my side
with a shoulder to cry on and tissue to wipe my eyes
and a bucket to catch ever tear I cried inside it.
You even had the same type of childhood I did..
sometimes I just wanna know why is it that you succaim to yours
and mine I survived it. You ran the streets, I 9 to 5ed it
we grew up, grew apart as time went by us..
and I blew up to both yours and mines surprises.
Now I feel a vibe I just cant describe it
much as your pride tries to hide it. your cold
your touch is just like ice.
And your eyes is a look of resentment.
.I can sense it and I dont like it.
How Come.. we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
and I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grapevine.. We even Beefin Now
After all the years we been down.. aint no way no how
This bullshit cant be true
We Family.. aint a damn thing changed.. unless its you!
It was my dream at first to be off spitting a verse
on my own album with a deal but shit got worse
fore I came out I woulda killed a nigga first
for I let him disrespect me, or check me over some
worthless bitch that I wasnt with
I woulda hit it and quit
but you were fitting to talk with her and tell her she was the shit
I told you dont get involved with her
you would smoke in the car with her
coming outta the bar with her
stumbling half drunk
like you were husband and wife or somethin
but me catching her fuckin other niggas musta hurt your pride or something
cause you were openin your mouth to people like you wanted with me.
when all I tried to do was show that your bitch was shifty.
And every sister, fares and all the shit that I produced
you acting like I aint your man and lying like she cant be loose.
But I am really your friend, I'm just trying to tell ya the truth.
Dont hate the game or the player
the one thats changing is you.
How Come.. we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
and I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grapevine.. We even Beefin Now
After all the years we been down.. aint no way no how
This bullshit cant be true
We Family.. aint a damn thing changed.. unless its you!
Its gets lonely at the top cause my homie had to stop
now we acting like I gotta live only for the block.
And homies in the hood only see me on the tube
So they gossip on the porch
Get ta speaking all rude. fools I used to rap wit all expect magic
like my finger get to snappin
and poof it just happen.
But proof is just acting out the part he was thrown,
shady made it so my babies aint starving at home.
See the devil in your glance,
since the ghetto we been friends, forever real intellegence,
thats forever till the end.
I peep the hatred in your eyes, and the satan in your lies,
aint wasting my time with these snakes in disguise.
(HOW COME) When you talk it's with bitter and spite?
(AND HOW COME) It's my fault for what you did with your life?
And everytime I go to hear you play, you look away,
we barely embrace, you cant even look me in my face.
How Come.. we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
and I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grapevine.. We even Beefin Now
After all the years we been down.. aint no way no how
This bullshit cant be true
We Family.. aint a damn thing changed.. unless its you!
JOHNNY I FOUND A SONG THAT SONG I THINK REPRESENTS OUR RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW! :'-(
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[31 May 2004|11:37am] |
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omg im so happy!
YESTERDAY - I SAW JOHNNY B FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MONTHS (or so it seems) AND LIKE WE PLAYED BADMITON, AND WE LIKE OWNED JUSTIN AND ANDREW! lol yea well my day was so good that i havent even thought of killing doug anymore, and its a monday and its NOT A SCHOOL DAY :D omg <333 no school days.
kinda sad at the same time though... u see johnny b was suppose to sleep over, and then decided not to :'( o well though shit happens right? ok well john wanted to see cat i understand that, and he says "ill sleep over next weekend" but im having a hard time beleiving it, its like he doesnt want to do anything with us anymore :'( but o well i cant stop him from growing up i guess huh?. i hope john will snap out of it soon and put me in front of something else... i understand that he LOVES cat but i also understand that i LOVE him (heterosex way)k well uhm yea i gotta go bb xo <33
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[29 May 2004|08:54pm] |
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lil john: get low |
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369 standin real fine
hopin that she will sock it to me one more time
get low
get low
get low
get low
to the window
(to the window)
to the wall
(to the wall)
till the sweat drip down my balls
all these bitches crawl
ah skee skee mother fucker
ah skee skee a god damn
today was ok uhm worked on the boat alot today :/ that wasnt fun at all, but i talked to michelle (awesomest ever) and like yea hopefully she will see the light and do what she thinks is best, (i hope its also what i think...) k uhm i gotta go dinner time bb xo <33
johnny B call me u stupid nizzle whore (im not mad at u i just need to chat with u (urgently))
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